Thursday, May 8, 2014

Dope Headz

Mood::iconchibiaustriaplz:

From the Liar Game soundtrack. The Jdrama was great, but the music may have been even better. This was when either they didn't know the result of a game, or they were double crossed, or realized they couldn't beat the other players. Just when things got out of hand. One of the best tracks, too. I love the layering of all the parts of it.

I was referred to a gynecologist to talk about putting me under to have my new IUD inserted. I called her assistant last week. Didn't get a word from her. So, I called her again today. I have to have it done soon or I might start hemorrhaging again.:iconitalyishorrifiedplz:I don't want to do that for 8 months straight again. In the message I tried to convey how serious this would be for me. Hopefully she'll understand and will get back to me soon. Otherwise, I'll ask for another referral...:icongermanyplz:Since she didn't call back today, they say they're off on Fridays. So, I'll have to wait until Monday to see if she calls me back. It makes me a bit nervous.:iconraivisplz:The receptionist at their women's clinic told me that I have to talk to the doc's assistant in order to get an appointment since it's a referral. Puts me in a weird spot.
Started watching the new Jdrama: Alice no Toge. Or, Alice's Thorn. So far, the first episode was really good. The main character is played by one of my fave actresses, Juri Ueno. She's awesome.:iconfrancisplz:She's extremely versatile with her roles. I think she became really popular through her role as Noda or Nodame in Nodame Cantabile. This is a totally different character. Pretty cool to see. (There are several of my other fave actors in it, as well.) It's about Asumi Mizuno's revenge on the doctors that killed her father. Their 'punishments' so far have been based on what happens to some Alice in Wonderland characters. Her father gave her an English version of the book for her birthday shortly before he died. He said he wanted her to be as strong and resilient as Alice was. During the 15 years after her father died, she became a doctor. Mainly so she could help others who were wronged by corrupt doctors, and to shed light on their mistakes. Her main objective during that time was plotting her revenge. (She just started working at this hospital, which makes carrying out her revenge much easier.) So far, she hasn't killed anyone, although I kept thinking she would. The first 'punishment' was based on what happened to Humpty Dumpty in the story. The second one I think was based on the Red Queen. Humpty Dumpty was the head of the nurses. After punishing him, he was forced to help her with anything she wanted. The Red Queen was a doctor who worked in the gastroenterology department, along with Asumi. She only thought of patients as lab rats for her to experiment on, not necessarily to save. She even said you can't be called a doctor unless you've killed at least 3 people on the table. (She killed many more than that.) In the end she swore that she'd never work as a doctor again. Before letting her go, Asumi tattooed the name of her father to the doctor's belly so she'd never forget that he had a name. And, wasn't some number or rat. She's rather elaborate with her revenge so far.:iconchibiswedenplz:She has a huge wall filled with pics of people who may be involved with her father's death. Should be interesting to see how this unfolds.

Naruto Shippuden still is on that Kakashi arc special. It's been a while since they've actually gotten back to the story.:iconwtfukplz:I've decided not to watch it until they do. I don't need to see Kakashi's past rehashed a million different ways. They say they won't go back to the actual story for another couple of weeks. This is the longest special I've heard about, really.:iconkikuplz:They actually say that it's a special and 'filler'...I don't even think they're trying anymore. Which is sad, because it's really good when it's not a filler. They probably just don't want to end it, and are milking it for all it's worth. 
In Hitman Reborn, Ganma tried to torture Gokudera in order to get info on Tsuna. He didn't know about them traveling to the future, their past selves replacing the future ones, and in Ganma's present Tsuna (who becomes the 10th Vongola boss) and Reborn are dead. At least, that's what people have reported. The Millefiore are trying to eliminate the Vongola family in their 'time'. This is 10 years into the future. Hibari, who's in the pic shows up and overwhelms Ganma. They bring Gokudera and Yamamoto back to the base through Hibari's entrance to it. He has his own section, and since he hates crowds, he normally only allows a certain amount of people to enter his area of the base. His area looks more like a traditional Japanese home, while the main Vongola base looks like a clunky bunker. His side's entrance starts at the Namimori shrine. (Namimori is the town.) Somehow that just fits him so well.:iconheroamericaplz:He's one of the few people who didn't switch with his past self at the moment. (He'll be the last one that does, at least that's the way it was in the anime.) No matter how old he is, he's just awesome. Even his 'present' self is amazing. No one can really take him down. (Actually, apparently 'nothing' can take him down either. Even when he's been given a powerful poison that'll paralyze an elephant.:iconusaplz:) I love how Ganma said that he couldn't tell if Hibari was an ally or enemy of the Vongola, because of the limited intel and rumors. He's Vongola's Cloud Guardian, so of course he sides with them. But, he mostly thinks about his own interests. Like keeping the 'order' in Namimori, and if you break one of his rules somehow. That's how the Cloud Guardian should be, though. Kind of helping from afar, or an outside entity. One of his catch phrases is "I'll bite you to death". He says it quite often. He calls some of his opponents herbivores as well. Anyways, they meet up with Fuuta and Bianchi from the future. Later, they decide that they may have a little time to train, and Reborn suggests that the 3 of them have new tutors. Yamamoto will train with Reborn, Gokudera will train with Bianchi (she's Gokudera's sister, and every time he sees her face without anything on it like sunglasses he faints), and Tsuna with Hibari. I remember that it was a pretty interesting match-up in the anime. Particularly with Hibari training Tsuna. He gets a huge boost from it. 

Wrote more of the 8th story of my nightmare anthology. Might have hit a small block, but I don't think it'll take me long to figure out what's next. Played my clarinet. Did some Gershwin tunes, and pieces from my advanced classical solos. Sounded a lot better than I expected. It was nice. 
日本語
Studied the kanji: 面. Pronounced as either おもて (omote) or おも (omo): face, surface; (おもて only) mask (esp. a noh or kyogen mask). As づら (dzura): (suf) looking like a..., acting as if a... As めん (men): face; mask, face guard; surface (esp. a geometrical surface); page; (suf) aspect, facet, side; (ctr) counter for broad, flat objects, levels or stages, e.g. in a video game. As つら (tsura): (often derog. or vulg.) face, mug; surface. 面会 or めんかい (menkai): meeting (face-to-face), interview. 面識 or めんしき (menshiki): acquaintance. 面積 or めんせき (menseki): square measure, size (e.g. of land), area, surface. 面前 or めんぜん (menzen): presence. 

Did the practice stuff for attendance on JapaneseClass' site, then went through a good chunk of my vocab oblivion list. The stuff that you haven't gone over in about a month. Then, I also did one of their reading quizzes. I haven't taken too many of them before. I could tell that area needs improvement, because there were some words that were translated incorrectly.:iconnataliaplz:Not many people use it, but it is interesting. They give you a chunk of an article to read in Japanese, a list of common kanji/vocab that's used in the article, and then you can quiz yourself on them after looking through. I think for these they should test more on your comprehension, not just on the kanji and vocab.:iconswissplz:Since, someone could just see the list, and go right to the quiz without even looking at the article. I might bring that up. These articles are current and from various news sites like NHK, Asahi, Mainichi, etc. I normally just read the articles straight from the site, but wanted to try this out again. The one I looked at had to do with the Ukraine.

Wednesday, May 7, 2014

Amaoto wa Chopin no Shirabe

Mood:

Or, literally The Sound of Rain Chopin Examines. Better yet, Chopin Examines the Sound of Rain. By Kra. Kra is one of the few visual kei bands that I like. (I think my other fave visual kei one is Kagrra, but they sadly disbanded a while ago.:iconcomebackplz:) The main singer sounds pretty good, instead of being that squeaky or too nasally sound that many of these types of bands have. He has a wide range. This one's basically just about listening to Chopin while it's raining out. And, how beautiful it can sound. Very interesting. Visual kei basically means 'visual style'. It's a certain fashion style, essentially, that the musicians wear. Kind of more theatrical with having lots of makeup, elaborate hairstyles, costumes, and some use androgynous aesthetics. The 'style' has grown, and fans have picked it up. There are several sub-genres of it. Also, the 'style' can be considered a certain music genre in itself. It can have elements of punk, glam rock, heavy metal, electronic, and others. (There are a lot of glam rock and heavy metal ones specifically out there.) They all have a certain sound or 'feel' to them, though. I think it's often misunderstood. (Some make fun of the guys, because they may look too 'feminine' to them, for one thing.) I haven't really explored too many visual kei bands, though. The video is kind of odd, but also shows the somewhat more artsy, I guess, side of it. (Not sure what some of the hand gestures are about...:iconseychelles-plz:)

Yesterday night was kind of odd. We were going to have the regular support group meeting. We were told by someone in the group that we might not be able to get into the building. Then a lot of the 'regulars' of the group said that they had something pop up and couldn't go. We went just in case. Turned out we were able to get into the building. 4 people showed up, including Dad and I. We did discuss some serious and not so serious (more like curious) issues. So, it kind of ended up being a lax meeting.:iconsleepygreeceplz:

Afterwards, Dad and I decided to go to Red Robin, instead of the usual going to Shari's after the meeting. As we walked in the person at the front asked if we'd like to sit in the bar/lounge area. We said ok, and found a spot. As soon as the server made it to our table, she asked me for my ID. I forgot my purse, and had thought normally I didn't need it because we usually go to Shari's after the group. Plus, I had taken my meds beforehand. I might start bringing it with me more often...:icontinoplz:Anyway, I told her I didn't have it, and that I was 29. Even Dad spoke up about it. She said I looked awfully young, didn't really believe me, and kicked us out of the lounge area.:iconwtfukplz:

I'm ok with maybe looking a few years younger, but this is ridiculous.:iconnorwayunimpressedplz:I know I'm very fortunate that I do look younger, but this is getting weirder and weirder as I age...:iconkikuplz:The thing that kind of got me a bit more was the 'you look awfully young' comment.:iconinsultedplz:So, apparently she must have thought I was much younger than 20. There's a certain point when it gets kind of insulting when people think you're much younger than you are. It would have been cool if it was something like 25 or 24. I'd still be respected more. But looking like, at the least, you're in your mid-teens when you're almost 30 gets weird.:iconhanatamagoplz:People treat you like that age, and not really like an adult. It's not what I wear. It's how my face/body looks and apparently how I sound. Things you can't really change, and I wouldn't personally want to.:iconswissplz:I think this image of me might be looking younger because I'm also losing a ton of weight. I also don't drink, smoke, haven't had kids, I do take relatively good care of my body overall, etc. Things that may age you. Does this mean I'll forever look much younger than I am, then?:iconitalyishorrifiedplz:Even if I have kids (which I'm hoping to at least have one in the future), I still won't have all the other things that may age me. It's interesting how people who are younger than me think I'm much younger than them, too. Crazy!

We were moved to the dining room area. Another thing I find funny is neither of us were going to order alcohol...:iconusaplz:I hate most of it and can't have it because of my meds, and Dad can't have it because of her meds. So what...they thought I could absorb the alcohol through the atmosphere? Funny.:iconohboyamericaplz:Anyways, I wanted to order the brownie, but they were out. So, I ordered my 2nd choice: red velvet cake. (I've kind of had a thing for it lately...That and chocolate, which made it difficult to decide.:iconheroamericaplz:) Dad got a dinner-like thing. The waitress asked if I wanted my cake when Dad's stuff came or after. This was weird, because for one thing I didn't order anything else other than iced tea.:icongermanyplz:I would just be sitting there while Dad dug in. So, I of course told her to have it out at the same time. It was really good, but it seemed that the slice was thinner than last time. Plus, the whipped cream fell off the top.:iconbraginskiplz:

So, all in all like I said, it was a strange night. Got home a bit late, and decided to catch up on some of my messages. Before I knew it, it was much later. So, I slept in today. It's ok occasionally. I just like to get up earlier. Feels like I have more of a day, more 'normal', I can get to more things, I'm not sluggish, and I even get to see more sunlight. 

I tried out a new thing for breakfast a couple of days ago. It's called Champorado. It's a Filipino chocolate rice porridge. I like rice porridge normally, and thought why not give it a go.:iconchibinitalyplz:(I've tried a couple of different varieties.) It's cheap, too. Plus, it has chocolate in it. That in itself can't be bad. It was really good. I was surprised by how good it was.:iconfrancisplz:They suggested that I add milk and a little more sugar to it after it's cooked. I added the milk and a little Splenda. That part kind of made it have a 'milk chocolate' taste. It made a lot, and was very filling.:iconfeelingfullplz:So, I had it for a couple more breakfasts after that. I don't think I'll have it all that often in the future, because it has a ton of sugar. But, not a lot of calories at least. I looked it up, and the dish has its origins in Mexico. It's based off a chocolate-based warm and thick drink called champurrado. It's also served for breakfast. That one has corn added to it instead of rice. Very interesting. 

Wrote more of the 8th short story to my nightmare anthology. Wrote a lot more than usual. I had a tough time really starting it, and then suddenly it's coming to me pretty quickly. Funny how that happens sometimes...:icondenmarkgrinplz:It's becoming a lot more 'brutal' than I expected.:iconchibichinaplz:But, it is based on a nightmare, so of course it might be a bit intense. I'm probably going to have to rate this anthology as a whole as 'mature'. Simply because it has quite a bit of violence, can be very disturbing and unsettling, and there's a bit of psychological stuff too. Might be more than some of the younger readers can handle.:iconhongkong-wantsursoul:

Rurouni Kenshin was interesting. This time the group was going to Yokohama by train. (Trains were new to the country back then.) Kaoru was hoping to try out some of the Western stuff that was being introduced. Clothing, food, music, etc. This particular episode seemed to delve more into the historical stuff and showed what people thought of the 'new' things at the time. Sanosuke thought the train was a demon, and was terrified the entire time. Thieves were robbing a passenger on the train for his pieces of gold. They threatened Yahiko at first, and briefly fought with Kenshin. They thought they had gotten rid of Kenshin when he fell into the river near it. Eventually, pirates set up a blockade of logs and surrounded the train on the water as well. Kenshin shows up on horseback and somehow manages to get the horse to jump onto the ships, attack the pirates in the process, and get back up on the train tracks. In the end, he saves everyone, and even cuts the stack of logs with his sword in half making them fall into the river. They get to Yokohama, and the rich passenger gives them one of his gold pieces as a reward for saving him and his gold. Kaoru decides that now that they have the money, they should try out getting a picture taken. This was a new thing back then, too. Sanosuke kept saying that'll suck his soul out. He seemed to believe in all the superstitions they had back then. It was kind of fascinating. He looked really funny in the pic. Really scared and not sure what to do. (He's a tall muscular guy, which made it funnier.) It did take a long time to do it back then, so it probably made him even more nervous. The others were really excited to experience some of these things.
日本語
Studied the kanji 命. Pronounced as いのち (inochi): life, life form; lifetime, lifespan; most important thing, foundation, core. As みこと (mikoto): (hon) the spoken words of the emperor or a noble; (suf) (after the name of a deity or a noble) Lord, Highness. As めい (mei): command, decree; life; destiny. It might be pronounced as みょう (myou) in some compounds. It's usually not pronounced this way by itself. 革命 or かくめい (kakumei): revolution. 運命 or うんめい (unmei): fate, destiny, lot. 

I'm doing 60 sit-ups twice a day this week.:iconranranruuplz:It's nice that I've been able to do them for the last couple of weeks. I think I only missed one day last week. I'm already feeling my 'belly' area going down again. Eating much closer to what I planned a while ago, too. Really looking into how many calories things might be, and eating within the range I set for myself.:iconeestiplz:It's kind of fun and surprising. Some things look too filling to be so low in calories, and some things look like nothing but are chock full of them. It's making me more aware again. I already feel like I'm losing weight again, as well. Oh, and I accidentally looked at the weight I was from my most recent doctor's visit (I usually tell them not to tell me:iconwtfromanoplz:), and apparently I've already lost more than 100 pounds from my heaviest weight. That's a lot.:iconromanoishorrifiedplz:Like, a small person. No wonder I have such loose skin...Might be close to going down another size. I'm less than I was at the very end of high school. Crazy! I just need to get back into taking 2 2-mile walks every day. The weight will go even faster. I came close to doing it every day last week.